Have you ever had one of those days when you just can't seem to get anything right? Everything I pick up or touch lands on the floor and doing anything takes a hundred times longer than it usually should. Man, what's up with that? This is where I begin to ask myself, am I so sure I know what the hell I'm doing here?
Life shouldn't be so complicated, should it? At least I didn't think so, well most of the time anyway. Then again, there are days just like the ones that I've been having of late where nothing and I mean nothing seems to go right.
So much for planning ahead, right? I know, I know that life isn't fair and nobody can have stuff go right all the time, but man this is getting so crazy. I"m beginning to think that my blond hair color just might be my affecting my I.Q.
Okay, may not, it was just thought. However things go for the next few days will probably determine whether or not I believe that I'm taking the right path. I mean do we ever know what the right path is anyway. Hummmm, let me think, NO!
So, now that I have figured out that I actually don't know what the freak I'm doing, perhaps tomorrow will present something a little more calming for me to deal with.
Hopefully not everything that I touch will hit the floor. Maybe I won't fall on my ass while trying yoga, which by the way I sux at!! And just maybe I can have a minute or two to breath deep, take a second to find a little balance on both feet and just enjoy the fact that while my life AIN'T perfect, it's the best thing that I've got going on.
In the end, I may not be so sure of a lot of things. I don't know the answers to all of the whys in the world. I can't make world peace happen or cure diseases or hunger world wide.
What I can do is start with one small smile, laugh at myself (cause I'm pretty funny) and remember that I am sure of one thing, that I love as much as I can, when I can and never forget to be grateful for every second I am blessed with.
As for yoga, well maybe not today.Till next time, have a great day, a better tomorrow and lots of love everyday. Peace people-it isn't that hard... I am sure of that :) :)
CJ
